Its like a whirlwind of events one thing after another, it just keeps hitting you again&again
I WILL NOT BE EMO NO MORE ohmygwad it is wearing me down from the inside out Its so insane. I must get myself to do it, or I will just be a piece of Jello wallowing in self-pity. It justs gets to me the whole 'doing what I do not want to do but I have to' kind of stuff. Its so fustrating. I just want this 6 weeks marothon of terror to be over and done with. So I can have my life back. I HATE IT! I HATE IT! Anyway one more week before I officially start my mugging. Rawr.
Chloe&I swapped one of our shoes and went home. So now I have only one side of my shoe and the other side belongs to Chloe GIMME BACK MY SHOE DOOOD I absolutely love Fridays, it means one week less to go. Today was chocolate day! I got one whole bar of herseys, 2 milk chocolate thingys and snickers! Its nice being in a class where everyone is so darn smart at times
Now my whole keyboard is filled with horsehair. Its kinda nice like that, smells like my beloved horses. Rode Beatrice today, we both have confidence issues. I did not trust her and she did not trust me. Its was like when I was first riding Bilco, but I really like her. She is so sweet and all cos she gave me a hug before the lesson. I want to ride her again, even if she is strong, fast and all. I still want to. Her trot is real good its easy to post to and easy to get her to slow down I just have some strange issue with my outside hand and legs She kept drifting outwards :/ I was such a pest getting into people's way. oh well, I will ride Bea well one day, just you wait.
I will so be dead by the time O-levels come around.